This revelation is thirty years in the making. I've known this fundamental truth about life in limited or superficial capacities throughout my life. I've seen evidence of it at various points, especially during the transcendental enlightenment of my teenage years. But I've never really *got it* with full and deep clarity until this morning.
Life is not meant to be controlled.
What is happiness? Is it a sustainable state? I have read about others describing a deep, inner joy that is similar to nirvana. I see others smile, laugh, hug, be joyous, and succeed at work...my whole life I have looked at these people and wondered what they had figured out that I hadn’t.
Andy is a curious soul with INFJ-T personality who likes to examine life closely and lives for those moments of deep revelation and spiritual connection.